un azhaginal un oli perugiyatha ?
allathu kannai kulirum oliyinal
un azhagu milirnthadha ? .
Orr pon maalai pozhudhil
Neela kadalin karaiyorathil
Maanira man thugalgalai unthanpaathangal kolamida
Ap paadha suvadugal en veetin suvaril chithiramaaga padhindhadhu
Sattendru avoviyam uyir-kondu ennai paarthu pesida
vaarthai vara thavariyadhadi
Aiyahou Solladi en thozhiye naan en seiven ?
Aanaal oru nodi adhai sinthikkayil
Verum vaarthaigal dhaana nam ennangalai parimaara
Kangal kooda pesum enbaargal
Un paatha suvadugal kooda ennidam pesiyadhe
En ennangal vaarthaigalai urumaari kaatralaigalin vazhi
unnai santhikkum velaiyil siridhu sevi saaithaal
Naan ul magizhven !!
Translated version:
En vaazhvu uruvam (figure) prathibalikkum (reflecting) kannadi endraal
nee adhil adangi otti irukkum paadharasam (mercury) polae
Nee irukkaiyil naan unnaal ennai kaangiren !
(If my life is like a mirror you are like the mercury stuck to it, I am able see myself within (into my soul) only because of you :)
Naan kaarmegam (blackish cloud/heavy cloud) endral
ennai suuzhum(surround) velli (silver) valaivugalin (curves)
moolamaana (the core reason behind...) muzhu nilavae (full moon).
(If I am like the cloud, you are the moon providing the silver curves surrounding me.)
un azhaginal un oli (light/brightness) perugiyadha ?(increase/magnify)
allathu (otherwise) kannai kulirum antha oliyinal (eye soothing moon light)
un azhagu milirndhadha ? (sparkle).
(You being the moon, did your beauty increase your the brightness of your halo or was it the eye soothing light emanating that increased your beauty)
Orr pon maalai pozhudhil (dusk time........golden tinge of the fading sun covering the sky... connect the dots for the description of the scenario :)
Neela (blue) kadalin karaiyorathil (sea shore side)
Maanira (brown) man thugalgalaii (sand particles) unthanpaathangal kolamida (her feet are drawing rangoli while walking on the sand :))
Ap paadha suvadugal (foot steps) en veetin suvaril chithiramaaga (potrait) padhindhadhu
(imagine that I have been trying to talk to her for a long time but in vain. I follow her at a disreet distance and take a photograph of her beatiful footsteps, frame it and hang it in the wall of my house)
Sattendru (suddenly) avvoviyam (beautiful painting) uyir-kondu (getting life) ennai paarthu pesida
vaarthai vara thavariyadhadi (words failed to come out of my mouth / dumbstruck)
Aiyahou (Oh my God!) Solladi en thozhiye naan en seiven ? (tell me my friend what shall I do ?)
(Suddenly that potrait spoke to me and I was out of words, surprised pleasantly. tell me my friend what shall I do ?)
Aanaal oru nodi (one sec) adhai sinthikkayil (ponder)
Verum vaarthaigal dhaana nam ennangalai parimaara (Are these words, the only means of communication ?)
Kangal kooda pesum enbaargal (people say that even eyes speak)
Un paatha suvadugal kooda ennidam pesiyadhe (even your footsteps spoke to me)
En ennangal (thoughts) vaarthaigalai urumaari (transform) kaatralaigalin (air waves) vazhi
unnai santhikkum velaiyil (at that time) siridhu sevi (ear) saaithaal (listen)
Naan ul magizhven !!
(My thoughts will be transformed into words, will flow through air waves and meet you, and if you respond to it I will be the happiest man on earth)
பாலின் சரிதை (Life of milk)
பால்காரன் மருத்துவச்சியாக ஆக கோமாதாவின் புதிரியானவள் இப்புவியினில் தோன்றினால் பிறந்த சில நாழிகையிலேயே பால் மனம் மாறாத பருவத்திலேயே பால விவாஹம் செய்யப் பட்டது நீரானவன் உடையவன் ஆனான் இளம் வயதில் திருமணம் என்பது வேதனை - அதனினும் வேதனை இங்கு நடந்தேறியது கணவனை இழந்தவள் நெருப்பில் உயிரை மாய்த்துக் கொள்வது பழங்காலச் சடங்கு எதிர்மாறாக நெருப்பின் வெப்பத்தினால் தனது உடையவனை இவள் இழக்க மிளிரும் அழகு உடைகளை கலைக்க விதவை கோலம் பூண்டு வெண்ணிற பால் ஆடையாக புடவையை போர்த்தினால் இத்தரணியில் தனது தோன்றலை பற்றி சிந்தித்தால் தொன்றாமையே நன்று என்று முடிவுற்றால் அப்பபோது பூகம்பத்தில் கண்ட புதையலை போல அவளது வாழ்வை குஜால்டி ஆக்க வந்ததோர் கிருமி முரட்டுப் பயல் மக்களை மிரட்டும் ஆண்மகன் மிரண்டு போன அவ்விளம் விதவைக்கு வாழ்வளித்தான் கொழு கொழு வென்று அழகு பெண் குழந்தை பிறந்தது அதற்கு தயிர் என்று பெயர் இட்டனர் பின்பு வெண்ணை நெய் என்ற பேரன் பேத்தியையும் பெற்றடுத்தனர்
இருவரும் இறுதி வரை இனிதே வாழ்ந்தனர்
கவிதாயினியுடன் காதல் (Love with a poetess)
உன் கவி உலகில் நுழைகையில்
நான் கனா காண ஆரம்பித்தேன்
உண் எழுத்துக்களுக்கு சிறகு முளைத்தது
உண் வார்த்தைகள் வங்காள வேங்கையாய் உறுமியது
உண் சொற்றொடர்கள் தங்கரதமாய் நடைபோட்டது
உனது கவிச்சாரம் என்னை அத்தங்கரதத்தில்
ஏற்றி வேங்கையை சாரதியாக்கி விண்ணில்
உலா வரச் செய்தது.
Whenever I enter your world of poetry, the high definition visual imagery woven all around me
instantly converts me into a dreamer and carries me from this barren earth to a world of fantasy
giving me an ephemeral surreal experience. Your letters start growing wings, your words roar like
the majestic Bengal tiger, and your phrases morph into a golden chariot. The emotions attached,
the similes, metaphors, alliterations, subtleties, the teasers, stimulants, intoxicants,
and in totality the whole essence of your poem places me in the flying golden chariot driven
by the majestic felines and rides me through the greatest of lands, seas and skies.
Your words have done the impossible – changed the stubborn minds of the men, whose minds
were molded all over these years by direct contact with the stark reality and ordinariness of life,
by infusing a sense of hope of experiencing greatness in this life just like the heaven in the after-life.
Ezhayin kaadhal (Poor mans love)
உண் புன்னகையுடன் பொன் நகை சேர்த்து அழகு பார்க்க
To your sparkling smile I wanted to add some sparkle with some Jewelery
வைரத்தோடும் முத்துமாலையும் தங்கவளையல்களை
A diamond ear-ring, pearl-necklace, Gold bracelet
கடைக்காரன் இடம் வின்னபிதேன் அவனோ தர மறுத்தான்
was all requested from the shop keeper.. However he refused to give
என்னிடம் இல்லாத பணத்தை கேட்டான்
asking for something from me in return, which I did not have - MONEY
ஆதனால் என்ன ?.......என் உணர்வை இவ்வரிகளால் நீ உணர்தால்
So What... If you can understand the feelings I have for you-- through these words
உன் கண்கள் வைரமாய் ஜொலிக்கும் பற்கள் முத்து மாலையாய் மிளிரும்
Your eyes would dazzle like a diamond... your teeth (exposed due to your smile) would sparkle like pearl beads
அவ்வொன்று மட்டும் போதும் என் கண்மணியே !
That smile is enough for me my lady..
Mathematics is the essence of life, which has helped in all the human endeavors by establishing an order among the mystical set of parameters governing the universe. There are umpteen instances in nature which explicitly display the presence of mathematics making us believe that god created the universe based on the result of an infinite set of complicated equations. To give you a whiff of what I intend to say, I will give you an example of a beautiful equation.
Generalized Fourier series:
Y(t) = A1*X1(t) + A2*X2(t) + A3*X3(t) + ……………………… + An*Xn(t); where the vectors Xr(t) are independent with each other.
The equation simply means that any signal can be represented by weighted sum of the N number of independent vectors. These vectors can uniquely represent any kind of signal. For a layman the equation is simple in its essence and possibly may not interest him. However looking deeper, it is a beautiful piece of poem expressed not in words but in terms of variables. Essence of the poem:
* Every human being is a wonderful creation of nature with unique characteristics that define him and only himself. * As in the case of the equation, the number of parameters should tend to infinity to completely describe the person. * A list of these parameters would include the physical, emotional and intellectual aspects of a person. * The low frequency contents, which contain most of the energy, are the ones given most importance in mathematics. In humanistic terms the low frequency content represents the obvious parameters such as the height, weight, accomplishments in life etc. * These high frequency contents are analogous to the finer aspects of a human being and are the ones that truly define a person’s identity and his wonderful idiosyncrasies. They are generally overshadowed by the other cruder parameters (in cases such as compression in mathematical terms).
For those who in the same frequency band in which I am in would be able to enjoy the essence of this article and for others my advice is: Try to modulate or demodulate yourself to required frequency band to enjoy the spirit of mathematics.
Burrrrrrrrrrrrrr, a loud burp diverted the attention of the group whose focus was on the meek fresher being ragged. The serious mood created by the group to create an atmosphere of intimidation, which is an essential factor of ragging, was completely lost in the laughter created by this unexpected act from the surprising visitor Ram.
Ram, a person who is strictly against ragging, was taking a casual visit to the notorious place – the television room known for its ragging sessions. The ever-curious mind of his had made him surprise his group of friends with this visit to a live ragging session, as he was patiently sitting in the room and observing the proceedings silently. The junior student was forced to hang from iron bars of the window with one hand. Looking through this window, one could observe a few students sitting on the benches adjacent to the mess under the shade of the neem trees, with the company of a group of goats, all relaxing after a heavy meal. There was also this old lady a bit farther in the picture hooting and whistling to catch the attention of her goats .
A photograph of the junior posing like a monkey was taken with the new NOKIA 5800 mobile. Suddenly Ram started feeling vibrating sensations from his stomach. The strenuous climbing of three floors of stairs had kick started the process of digestion. He got up and went straight to his room to get a tablet of digeine. As he entered his room, the timetable stuck on the wall reminded him of the next class he had to attend in a short while. With a sigh he fell on his bed deciding against it as there were too many obstacles. The after lunch laziness, the kilometer walk to the department, the boring lecture all aided by his inherent laziness kept him on his bed.
His idle mind was racing through randomly each thought widely different from the next one, a singular image flashed through his mind. It was the image of the old lady holding a wooden stick slogging through the thorny pathway and grazing a herd of goats. The frail looking lady with a long pointed nose , wrinkles crisscrossing all over her face with traces of flesh all over her body, a few strands of hair jutting out of the exposed scalp all these along with a small stoop made her resemble a witch. Ram had seen her couple of times walking through the same path through the window of his room.
The thing which fascinated him the most about this old lady was the answer to one big question about her? What was the driving force for the granny to be able to carry on such an arduous, never ending passage of time called life? Life is filled with peaks and troughs, each one nicely complementing and providing an essence for the existence of the other. When analyzing her life what he saw through his eyes and processed through his mind, with his limited experience in life, did not make sense as he could see only a flat line way below the normal.
As his cold, calculative brain was processing all the information and trying to reason out things, an idea popped out. The question needed to be answered at any cost. The key is to know more about her of how she leads her life, her views on it and other related things. It was not like he could ask her out on a date to coffee day. So he conspired with his friend Shyam and came up with a plot.
Shyam, a good friend of Ram was a youthful adventurous person and the first one who heard most of his unconventional and unique ideas. Though they did not share a similar wavelength in terms of their thought processes they have gelled along well. Shyam had been a part of the execution of many of his pranks and crazy gimmicks. However the current plan of stalking an old lady was way too much for the simple mind of his to comprehend and comply to. With a lot of persuasion from the side of Ram and also because of the faith he had had on Ram from his earlier experiences that it will always be interesting, made him reply in positive.
A detailed plan was charted with the help of his good friend Shyam. They started from their hostel at four in the evening the next day. It was a three kilometer long drive by a bicycle to the village where the granny lived. The travel was first through a short kutcha road which was testing their cycle balancing skills. As they entered the village the road was relatively smooth. It looked like a typical village with hens flocking around, friendly looking people clad in dhotis and sarees standing beside their thatched houses staring at them curiously, semi naked children trying to race ahead of the people on the cycle, in their self imagined race, skillfully driving their vehicle -a single tire pushed and steered by a small wooden piece. The two cycles stopped in front of the local tea shop as they started with the execution of their plan.
They introduced themselves as representatives of the youth wing of the local party and that they were here on the orders of the M.L.A. of the constituency to take a survey in the village to enquire about the problems they face in their day to day life. They started their survey with the tea shop workers and few of their customers and proceeded to the other houses slowly moving to the right of the main street of the village, towards the house of the granny.
The whole business of surveying the other houses was to make the whole plan look natural as they could not directly knock the door of the granny. They spent about one sixth of an hour in every house asking questions related to the basic amenities. Ram was the person asking the questions and shyam noted down some points on a scrap paper. Though all these were part of the drama, talking to these people exposed them to a whole new world. Some of the villagers opened up and started sharing their personal problems. They spent about two hours talking to the people before they stood in front of the granny’s house.
It was nearly dusk as they approached the small thatched house. The two old ladies sitting outside cut short their discussion and welcomed the young men with a pleasant smile. The granny was leaning on a lamp post munching on betel leaves. The other lady started the conversation by enquiring the purpose of their visit. They were offered a seat on a shaky old wooden rope cot. Ram was partially resting himself on the wooden frame with his upper body bending forward and focusing all his attention on the granny, as he introduced himself. Imagining himself as Sherlock Holmes, he tried using his self-professed powers of astute observatory and deductive skills to extract all the information he would need. The conversation between Ram and the granny went on for over half an hour. Shyam was a silent spectator in the whole time amazed at the ease with which Ram proceeded. They were offered some butter milk before they started the return trip back to the hostel.
The lighting was poor as it was nearly eight o clock at night. They walked back to the tea shop to get their cycles which were parked there. Only after the first pedaling of the cycle did Shyam notice that his back tire was punctured. It was going to be a long walk to the hostel and that too with the burden of having to maneuver the cycle. As they were ambling along Shyam wanted to desperately break the ten minute silence. He was a bit puzzled and very curious to know what Ram thought about the whole incident. Most of his earlier experiences of assisting Ram were exciting. They were events which were etched in his memory and those which he would be proud about for their level of craziness and element of adventure and especially the embarrassment or the risk factor involved. This was quite different from the rest.
The reply to Shyam’s whole set of questions was just a smirk – a wicked smile, one which is indicative of a sense of enlightenment, a sense of relief of having rested the obsessive mind by finding the solution, a sense of humor thinking about the answer which was ironically simple. Ram in turn enlightened Shyam with his explanation.
“Brother the whole thing started because I as a curious person wanted to know how the granny carries on with her difficult life without having anything to expect from it. Once I started speaking with all those villagers I could get a sense of what the answer would be. I confirmed that this was the answer after speaking to the granny -which is the nothing but the five minutes of happiness they get. If you had noticed the kind of hospitality we got from those people, of how their eyes sparkled. You know what? Those five minutes we spent in each house, the attention we gave them, how we unknowingly helped to soothe their pain temporarily by patiently listening to them. Those packets of five minutes of pleasure come in different ways in what they call as the journey of surprises called life and [a pause] these people live on, expecting those little cute surprises…We were lucky to provide them with one such packet today. [with a grin and a long pause]The answer is so bloody simple is it not….. K lets keep moving fast. I am really hungry”.
The heat waves on a hot Sunday afternoon drained my energy level as I was standing in the grocery store tallying the items in the bill. With much difficulty I lifted the bag and walked towards the exit. Through the transparent glass door I could see my elder brother ramu standing on the opposite side of the street leaning on a pole. As I stepped out of the shop he strode towards me, acknowledged me with a smile and helped me carry the heavy bag of vegetables. I was slightly surprised in seeing him in the shopping centre as opposed to his normal routine of meddling with some junk in the backyard.
I was sad that two month long holidays was about to end, but ramu was all excited to enter into under graduation in a week’s time. Basically he is a nice fellow but is totally reserved character not socializing at all and sometimes acts a bit eccentric. The distressing part of it is his attitude towards our parents, not really reciprocating their affection and maintaining a distance with them. Being his sister I was quite close with him as we used to share a secret or two, but there was a thin curve uncomfortably dividing the sphere of comfort. Quite often he would go into his own shell, unruffled by other activities outside it. All of us came to accept the fact that ramu is different and decided to give him his own space and time to change.
The patient approach seemed to have worked as there was a visible change in ramu’s behavior in the last two months since the holidays began. A first sign of it was noticeable during mom’s birthday party in our house attended by members of our close family circle. He gifted her, a cute little watch and gave her a hug surprising everyone of us. His expression of intimate feelings towards us sometimes made us feel uncomfortable since as far as I could remember I have never noticed such fine humane emotions from him. We had long conversations about N number of topics and shared our thoughts. My mother was the happiest of all seeing such wonderful changes in him.
As we were walking on the poorly laid pavement, a lump on it almost tripped me and brought me back to the present. Ramu who was a few yards ahead of me, listening to the newly aired radio station, did not notice me. In a few minutes we ambled our way back to our home, to be warmly greeted by our uncle and his family. Living in a suburban house they frequently visit us making each of it a memorable one. There was a festive mood in the house with spirits high, longing to go for an outing. On ramu’s suggestion we planned to take a trip to the amusement park. We were all getting ready packing sets of dresses, swimming trunks, other essentials.
I was searching for the red colored milo ball all over the house unsuccessfully and took a final effort by deciding to look for it in ramu’s wooden box. The beautifully sculpted piece was very special to him with all his important items carefully preserved in it, usually guarded by a number lock. In all the excitement I completely forgot unwritten code of conduct that the box should not be disturbed by anyone else. Ramu had once casually told me the combination to the lock and with that I opened it without finding the ball but only some documents. On an impulse I browsed through the document to be taken aback. It was a document of adoption dated the 10th of March 1992 with ramu’s name in it.
